So here I am again. 3 little girls and an amazing surrogacy later, here I am. I have the urge for another pregnancy. I don't know if I will be able to explain it correctly and even if I could I think it might be something only another surrogate could understand. I had such amazing feelings from my previous surrogacy, it's a feeling like nothing else in the world. Carrying this little bundle of joy and at the end, starting a whole new chapter in someone else's life. It brings together a whole bunch of feelings. Feelings of sadness, because it is something they obviously couldn't achieve on their own. It brings pain- the injections, the blood work, the creams, pills, etc. Then the feelings of joy, happiness, and a sense of accomplishment. Surrogacy has given me a sisterhood, knowing I have women (some I have never even met in person) who I can call my best friends. It has also given me a new family.
It is something that is very challenging at times, but also very rewarding. It is a journey that I am hoping to go through again. This is a very exciting time for me. I know what to expect, as far as the process... but at the same time I don't. I have an amazing support system and I am hoping to add some new people into my life, for good. I have signed up with an agency and now, we wait!
Cheers!
