So, let's just say a lot has happened since my last post. I met a lady through a website and she said she was working with a single man. I asked a little about him and I don't know, something just clicked. It all happened in a flash, it seemed. I was able to to my psychological evaluation and fax in all the necessary preliminary paperwork right away! So it seems we will be able to have my medical screening within the next few weeks.
I am hoping it is sooner than later. I don't want to rush, but it's just so exciting. I had not imagined I would be this far along in the process already. I thought maybe by April or May I would meet my perfect match. So hey, hey!
I am excited, not only for the appointment...but to meet the dad. It is just so weird. "Hi there, I'm your baby mama...er...your carrier...your baby's hotel..."? Hahahha. Maybe I over think things. Maybe I just want things to be perfect. I don't want to ruin any expectations of his...or make anyone feel weird or awkward.
Anyway, it's all been a little overwhelming. The good kind of overwhelming. The kind that makes you excited and happy. I was honestly hoping to get into better shape before this happened. 4 babies and the last 2 being back-to-back does a lot to a woman. But I'm not terrible looking. I hope.
Signing off for now!
Love,
Amanda
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